I decided to write this non-beauty-related post to start my 2017 blog life. I hope I can write/blog a lot this year mehehehe 😇
Oh well, also hello dear 11 year old Devy!! 😀✋
You're in 7th grade now, aren't you? Well, spoiler alert, junior high is going to be such a weird place for you. But don't worry you'll get thru this anyway. This year you'll meet and attached to Uyut, Isti, Feny, and Wulan. Have you met them? You have? cool. cherish them, okay? Because they will be there and help you get thru your junior high years and you guys call yourselves "Connwact". No, I won't tell you why you guys named yourselves that. Oh and you'll get very attached to Uyut thru the years because she's such a great friend and a lovable and funny person. But mostly because her personality matches yours perfectly. Hahaha also she'll call you "Cipa". I can't remember why tho'. You'll be a bit weird too this year.. You'll do weird things with your friends, mostly guy. No.. not "that" kind of thing and it's not a bad thing actually.. it's just weird. But if you can manage to not do those things. I'll cherish that forever. 😐
8th grade won't be as great as 7th grade. You're not going to like this year apparently.. First, because Uyut, Isti, and Wulan won't be in the same class as you (so it's just you and Feny there). Second, because you don't feel like you're on the same page with most of your classmates. They will see you as a weird girl 😒. Third, you'll be a bit naughty because of the first and the second thing. You'll skip classes, get punished and not be able to go to english and indonesian language class, and be friends with older-and-bad guys. Fourth, your relationship with Connwact will also be weird this year because of the conflict between Feny and Wulan. But don't worry, you'll be still attached to each one of them, just not as a group. And you'll also meet new group of nice friends in your class. They are Nadia, Aldhiza (iki), Reza, Chandra, Aldika, and Reisha (he's not from the same class as you tho'). Yes most of them are boys. Because at this point you'll realize that most of your girl classmates are fake and always talk behind your back. Also this year you'll have a boyfriend 😂 and you two will be good friend until now. But let's not talk about that. Let's just talk about your trashy classmates. At the end of the year or at mid semester, I don't really remember when, your class will make questionnaire (or angket in indonesian) about various categories like, the prettiest, the funniest, etc. You'll be expecting your name shows up there as the funniest girl and guess what? your name will be there. Yes, your name, in your class questionnaire. But you'll be categorized as the weirdest girl. It'll make you sad and a bit shock at that time and you'll be even more sad after you hear why they categorized you as the weirdest girl. Hahaha fuck those stupid classmates. Please don't be too sad because at some point at your life you and the people around you who really love you will cherish your weirdness. In fact they will love you because you are different. Okay? So, Please. Just survive a little bit more. Just don't do weirder things! 8th grade will pass anyway.
Finally, your senior-junior-high year (what?) a.k.a 9th grade. You're still stuck with the same classmates tho'. But don't worry, things will be better this year because you are at the point where you don't really give a fuck about them now. Hahahaha. This year you'll shine bright in studies. Because you are now be friends with smart girls in your class. They are Nadia (she's the same Nadia I tell you in your 8th grade), Widyastuti, and Diny. Four of you will be on top 10 in your class. Cool, right? You'll be excels in Math and English in your class and later you will become one of the Math Olympic candidate from your school. Hahahaha you won't make it on the first stage of selection tho'. But don't be sad you're still the cool kid because your school chooses you, right? Oh and remember your boy friends? Yes, Iki, Reza, Chandra, and Reisha. This year you will call yourselves "MxR" it's shortened from "Mixa Ranger" hahahaah how stupid is that name? It also includes Uyut in the group! They will put colors in your 9th grade year. You'll be laughing a lot with them and they'll make you forget about your other stupid classmates. And fiiinalllyyy National Exam comes. You'll pass the exam with high score on each subjects! You'll get 10 for Math!! You know what's even cooler? Your scores are the second highest National Exam score on your entire school! Wow! just wow! See? Life isn't that bad after all, right? So just hanging there a little bit and don't be too sad about what those rats say about you. Because you're gonna be on top of them at the end of your junior high school year. Cheer up little lady! And please don't be too melancholy. Hahahahahaha
XOXO 💕,
Your almost-24-year-old self..
